To have more or not to have more...

So when and how do you decide this? As you know I have 2 boys...and I want a big family. But, I'm beginning to feel like two is big! No, really, I want to give them everything I can so do I have more or do I not? The decision doesn't have to be made now I suppose. I can pack away the maternity clothes and the baby clothes as we grow out of them but this is an internal dilemma I've been having for awhile. It almost takes away from my being able to enjoy Maxwell. I need to stop thinking about it and let life happen...right? It's that easy isn't it? :)